REVIVAL!
REVOLUTION!
 
SUPPRESSION!
SUBJUGATION!

COMMAND!
CONQUER!


ANNIHILATION!
ASSIMILATION!



DESTROY!
DESOLATE!




PEACE!
PEACE!
PEACE!
PEACE!
PEACE!





~ a miracle / impossibility


 

so how much does a man really know?
if we went to school would we really learn?


so how much does a man need to know?
if we worked so hard will we love what we earn?


so how much does a man want to know?
if we sinned too much would karma find us in the next turn?


so how much does a man really have the want to need to know something?
if we went to school and worked hard at sinning, would we really earn anything from
what we have learned to which karma will find us in the next turn?


jumblejumblejumble.
do not confuse yourself :)

for riches and fame
or poverty and shame?


for iron-willed leaders
or iron-fist dictators?


for world peace
or personal bliss?

for human rights
or pointless fights?

for a just cause
or merely countless wars?


for a people's land
or a leader's plan?


for a picture worth a thousand words
or a picture worth a thousand dollars?


for a child's education
or parent's satisfaction?


for the things we do
what do we do it for?
and why?

I used to have a friend
who stood up for me as a man
and that friend was a she.

she told me that times can be tough
and we should all end it off with a laugh
and i never knew that friend would leave me

we used to talk about cool stuff
like books and stories to cakes and creampuffs
but i never thought that she would desert me.

she used to share my thoughts and how i feel
and used to brighten me up when i was low on will.
but i never though that she would ignore me



this is my story



 

i shall be leaving this place as it is. i shall only write in my heart where no one will see nor bother about. bye~

meet you at the playground,beautiful.




its been what?
12 years since we played with each other on this playground
we were friends then
but things happened.
and we became enemies
and then we drifted back to being strangers.



you were beautiful
and guess what?
you still are.

and i'm here.
only weaving words together
like a strawhat.


who am i to kid?
you?
i don't think so.
take care
we'll see each other when the time comes.
i pray~

sometimes.
i wonder why i write
and why i fight.
for something thats worth nothing at all.


and sometimes.
i wonder why i speak
and no matter how i may sound weak
i always manage to speak my way through


some other times
i wonder why i fuck things up
and how i managed to pick up the pieces








life is unfair
no.
life is fair.
its the people you take into account
that does not make it fair.

don't bother reading.
you wouldn't care less anyway..

dasvidanya~

apparently i'm growing older
maybe because of the fact that chicks in the train
don't really attract me more than the idea of getting a seat and sleeping.
and i'd rather push someone down than push my luck for a girls number!
hahaha life is just beautiful the way i see it.



for all those who bother to read this
i'm back.
and i'll be doing any releases of my comic...HERE.
yes here.

do keep in touch.
as for now I am developing the plot for chapter tri (three)
stay tuned.

as of today,bastiandefaye.lj.com is officially my new comic hub.
just pray it stays long enough as a hub.
i do tend to get overboard on the laziness part.

sorry if its blur.but seriously. WHAT THE FUCK SIA!?!?!!?!!

Can someone get me this?
I'll be forever indebted to you. :DD
 

oooh darling! you look so beautiful!
dressed for the grave
stunning and mesmerizing
so sad! you had to fall prey to your own desire



what say you, lad?
ye olde capt'n of yers needs be changin!
arrr so whaddya say lad?
ye be interested in mutinizing ye olde capt'n?



have thou no shame!
thou sword is wielded before thou lord!
unhand ye,thou art a disgrace!
punish thee! for thy hast none in thee to see this wretched scum




and all of the different languages and forms of interpretations come about
leading us to only one simple conclusion.
sooner of later history will betray us like it did before
time will twist and warp us,if not our children, to continue what time has created
the knife that binds itself to the fabrics of time


that even clerics and high priests try to avoid
and that even superpower nation leaders cower in fear from.
yes my friends.betrayal is indeed present.
but there's something more powerful than betrayal itself.


And that is.....



(To be continued)

PS:  This is a general post. Don't fell insulted like you normally would. I am just a Red Guard, not a motherfucking swinger.
 

so it has come to this.
fine
i shall stop dead in my tracks
turn around
and join the revolution



the queen does not need me
therefore i have lost the need for her


goodbye people
the red guard awaits me.
where i truly belong.

I WILL BE LONELY NO MORE
 

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without a moment's notice
a cannonball flew!
and they said..."This is war!"


a thousand ships laid siege to the bay
and all who were there had their lives to pay
triremes with their eyes wide open landed their men
and with that, Hades ordered darkness to begin its descend



their men wore clothes made of the mountains
and wielded weapons that can cut through the heavens
with their chariots and horsemen they rode east into the city
where they would declare war with the queen,with her royal majesty




as the chariots and horsemen rode across the plains
across muddy rivers and through rugged terrains
they stumbled across a majestic city
where there stood Castillo de Amor, in all its glory


The defenders of Corazon stood guard at her gate
and the commanders of both armies stood silently in wait.
"The queen and her Corazon is mine to take!"
"And you will fall in your pathetic wake!"


The young commander of Corazon smiled and said
"Come at me and i'll stand and wait"
the barbarian charged forth and threw his spear
and the spear pierced through,in horror, the young warrior.



the young commander stood unfazed.
and the smile on his face stilll remained.
"why do you smile when your heart has been impaled?"
"my heart lies with Corazon and the queen,not your conquest of love and hate"



the barbarian,with all his might, laughed
and drove the spear deep into the commanders heart
the young commander stood tall and strong as if unharmed
and he drew his blade and delievered unto his enemy,a deep cut.



the barbarian recoiled in horror
as blood trickled down his armor
he was shocked as he was defeated
as he fell victim to the commander's fervor.



(to be continued)


 

as the day turns into night
let the darkness be engulfed by candle light
a thousand candles light up the bay
its not that far,just a quarter mile away



as the candles solemnly glow
and as the river's calm waters flow
as the cricket ensemble begins
as the bay is blown by the inward sea breeze



we throw our lanterns into the heavens
and watch it float away
as the candles illuminate with the lanterns
we stand with candles in our palms by the bay



and the lanterns soon disappear into nothingness
as eyes watch into the skies
as people start to let out their sorrow and sadness
the bay starts to fill with cries.


mothers who have lost their sons
 and people who have lost their loved ones
souls congregate after the fall of day
at the end of town,at Tristeza Bay.


the rivers run on the tears of the agonized
and its skies are illuminated by the lanterns
and when a soul has been departed
it'll fall to the bottom of the river or rise with the lanterns into heaven


and...
(to be continued)